About Me
 About me:
first i hate ppl who say i cant talk about ma self n these stuff coz c\'mon who can describe U better than ur ownself !!!,anyway am dina ppl call me $phero,dika,doda,dima,dosha,dushi,dolza,dony,....etc.i consider ma self amysterious person coz no one till now understand me ..they only think they do!!!foolish ppl..AM in da AIA skool ..g:11 ..Really friends there r awesome luv dem all.Ma character is alittle bit weird..Am always depressed ..dunno y& cant find asolution.. may appear happy,kool but in reality im not ..sometimes strong from outside n weak fron inside ...sometimes weak from outside n strong from inside but am tryin everyday 2 be much stronger from da day b4.. I adore walking alone to nowhere with no purpose no aim no destination. When ppl ask me what's wrong, i dont know wat 2 say ... Everything seems wrong, yet nothing particularly bad has happened.i just feels sad all the time and can't shake it.I dont enjoy having depression, but i cant simply will maself into wellness.i hate ppl when they say I KNOW HOW U FEEL..coz indeed THEY DONT!!..Ma concentration became 0..actually am not able 2 concentrate in anythin...The most thing I hate about ma self is dat i die everyday 4 getting sth n once i get it, I feel like I dont need it anymore, so I try to get rid of it. Then, I get it again and again but who knows!! sometimes I hold it tight, Sometimes as usual I leave it again,i know I dont deserve it from da very beginning n I wont take it. I believe that easy come, easy go and its true I tried it, and I try not to repeat it again but.. I did. As well as LIFE GOES ON , its true, u must feel the pain u made others feel, and at that moment u will realize how much pain u let them in when u just were having fun!!.Adore Psychology, and deep conversations! Love thinkers, open minded pple but with limits n mature ones ..i like helpin ppl by listening 2 problems n tryin 2 solve it ...yeah really am in da nine cloud when i see ppl happy by helpin dem wooow dis feelin satisfies me da most..but sth i learnt dat NO ONE CARES FOR DA OTHER ..yeah really ppl r soo selfish..so take ma advice n dont care for ppl soo much coz u r gonna regret it @ da end (NOTE: i dont apply all ma advices i just know dem...so i can say {TAKE MA ADVICES ..I DONT USE THEM ANYWAY}..coz am not gonna stop helpin ppl}. When I love some1 I luv him/her truely. I dont forget easily. am so loyal to those whom I knew for one day!, then can u imagine how will I feel to lose someone soo dear!!!. I cant live without my close friends around me.i easily trust ppl, and that causes me alot of troubles {offf beb2o sba7 el ndala :S}but i totally believe in da quote (NEVA TRUST ANYONE) n dats wat am tryin 2 change in ma self ..i hate fightin n these stuff ..sometimes i pass things easily as WORDS DONT STICK but sometimes i cant bear it !!!...i dont like ppl who lie coz i prefer prefer the truth that hurts to the lie that draws a smile but actually I figure a little lie isnt a big deal coz ppl r not ANGELS ...When someone hurts me i forgive easily but NEVA FORGET !!!...sometimes ma life turns upside down but i know quite well dat life is just an ups n downs.. Am easy goin, talkin ,havin fun but with LIMITS!!!... sth i recognized lately dat when hangin out wid ppl whom i love i may have fun like 80% but when i hang out wid ppl whom love me more dan i do i have fun like 100% n more!!!...am not dat kind of girls who can show their feelings easily, I prefer to protect my emotions and stay strong. . My feelings are likely to seem somewhat depressed at times. When in a badmood all i see is the dark side of the moon actually i see all things in BLACK & WHITE n @ dat time whether i write poems which i can get out ma depression ,sadness..wateva!!or sleepin 2 escape from facin dis life . as a teenager am tryin 2 find ma place in dis world .I think good luck is something I wont gain , i always expect bad luck and thats truely what comes :s..am sociable ,faithful,alittle bit kind,easily afftected by da mood of ma friends,kinda Creative, love to care for others, Appreciative and returns kindness, Day-dreamer, Tend to delay, Think very far with vision, Easily hurt but can get over it.About LuV i may believe dat nth lasts 4eva especially love stories coz by away or another sth happens n abreak up occurs :Sbut actually am in luv wid aguy named (wael)he is ma all life now i luv him soooo,i care about him da most n dunno wat will happen 2 me if we broke up ba3d el shar ya3ni :S:Sbut am askin god everyday 2 be wid him 4va:)n hope dat comes true isa mmm dats all about me n @ last i can say NO ONE IS PERFECT
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